I found you abandon
No one wanted you
No one loved you
There was no one who would take care of you
I laid my sight on you and I was forever in love
I could not ever leave you
Even if the years pass by
You will always stay beautyful in my eyes
You are my baby
I love you so much that my heart cry when you not with me

I can just go out and sit with you for hours
Just to keep you company
It hurt's now when you aren't here with me so I can just be with you

Tears are rolling down my cheeks
I don't know if I can help you
Everyone that I asked for help just says no
I stand alone before you
I wanna repair your heart
I want it to be me and you
Like there always has been
I can't walk
I can't sleep
I'm only thinking of you
It's tearing me apart when I'm away from you My love
My babydoll I wan't you near
I wanna touch your cold metal
I wanna turn the key
And hear you answer me with a roar
I wanna hit the clutch and slowly drive away with you in to the sunset
And leave the world with only a cloud of dust behind us

You and me are one
I touch you and you touch me
You are in my soul
You will always have a place in my heart
I will never leave
I will never give up on you
You are the one for me
I love you with my heart and soul
I love the sight of you
It makes me warm and so satisfied
You give a calm touch in my soul
I not free until you stand beside me
I will wait
I will fight
I'm forever yours
I won't leave
I will not surrender

You are the most beautyful thing in this world
I wan't you to stand beside me
I will make it happen
Becourse it's only up to me
It's only me who can make it come true
You will not ever lose my love
I'm forever yours My love <3

Who am I trying to kid
No way in hell
I going down

I stand strong on my feet
Why even bother to cry
I win anyway

You know the sound
When you walk on ice
That is the sound I have in my soul
Walking in emptiness
No one to take care of

All alone
I just wanna lay down and die
I don't feel the strengt I have in me
Standing like a child left behind by it's mother
Not knowing what road I have to drive on

Me of all people should know how to go trough this
The pain of being left behind
My mother walked out on me when I was two
I know deep whitin
That I can stand alone
That I have the strengt
So why can't I stand up straigt anymore

I just wanna lay down a wait for the reaper
Just say good bye and let the pain leave my soul

But if I do that
I have to leave all behind that I love
And I don't want to do that
I just want the pain to go away

I wanna heal my soul
I wanna feel the pain leave me together with my tears

Walking in my life

Looking at the world through a mirror

Wondering how you look at me

All the things you say

Doesn't feel like i'ts me you are talking about

It sounds like you are blind

It sounds like you are deaf

You only see and hear the things that you wanna know

You can't blame me if you don't know me

If you talk out loud and don't hold the truth in your hand

How can you speak of me like you know me

I don't know you

I have never even met you

And if you not are a part of my life

How can you go around a say

I know it all

I hold the truth

No one will love you more or enjoy your company more

Just becourse you tell lies about me

It will hit back on you someday

Not by me

Maybe it will come to a day when you tell a lie about someone

That have different ways to make people quit telling lies than I

I will always know what has happen in my life

You can tell a million lies about it

But you would still have wrong

You can go around talking about what I'm doing

You will know what I've done but not why I did it

Only I know why

And you will not know why becourse you aren't a part of my life

And will never be

I don't want liers cheaters and fake people in my life

And if I will let someone like that in

I have a plan for it

Remeber I am the leader in my life

I drive first on my way

If someone lays in front of me on my way

I will pass that person with the speed of light

Everytime you are alone and you feel like someone is watching you

That shadow is me

When I feel the reaper breathe in my neck

I will turn around and face him with a big grin and say

You are late

I will walk with him

When he comes for me

But until he does

I will fight

I will live my life

Will never stand and take shit from people who thinks less of me

I won't even pay them attention

To make them think diffrent becourse

I don't want those people around me anyway

I rather stand alone then be backstabbed

I would rather stand alone when the reaper comes

Then haveing false people around my crying fake tears

I rather leave me life

Completly alone

Why is so hard to find peolpe to trust

Why are most of the peolpe who walks the earth

So damn unrealiable

Why is so hard to keep a secret or live up to a trust

Or is't that they can't see when it's nothing to talk around of

A simple question can evidently make the world turn upside down

But when you stand there asking why

You simple get thrown in your face that it is your own fault

It makes me so angry

How can a human turn a thing around

So it sounds like I did something wrong

I wanna scream out load

A deep roar

The blood are boiling in my vanes

Thoughts going around in my head

Wanna hit something soo hard

Wanna drive my car until the reaper stands beside me

And I will gladly take his hand

Walk away and turn my head and face the world with a grin and simply say

I'm taking my car with me

When you have so low Iq

You should just shut up

Don't speak to me

You fuck everything up when you go around thinking you rule the world

You do not know the best in all things

Or in every situation

I laugh at you becourse you are so sad

Do not understand how you walk trough a day

Without fucking everything up

But in all anoying things you do

I get many good laughs

I choose to make the things you do in to a joke

Becourse that is the last thing you want me to

You walk around thinking out ways to fuck up my life

But hellooo

It doesn't work

I just think it's funny that you try so hard

I feel the tears burning in my eyes

My heart fell apart

You stood beside me

Saying I can't do anything

I wish you just could shut up

And just realize that it's enough that you just are there with me

I don't want words

I need comfort

So sad

So lonely

I need your hugs

My heart will heal

All problems who comes in my way

I can fight alone

I don't want your money

I don't want your words

I need your comfort

I have been fighting all my life

So why should I stop now

Never ever

I refuse

I met you many years ago and fell in love

Years pasted by before faith crossed our roads again

We built up a life together

Lived in sorrow pain and laughter

Years pasted by and we grew apart

The love was still there

But we didn't function together

We decided to go seprate ways

It seems like the love is still here

But our diffrences keeps us apart

And it's for the best

I don't wanna go back

I can miss some moments that we had

But those things can we have as friends

A love life with you doesn't work

I been wounded for life

Don't wanna be hurtby you or hurt you again

We work best as friends

Becourse you are my best friend

I hope you some day can relize it

I will be waiting

I started my baby up
And rolled away
Out on the road
My arm hanging out of the window
The music pumping

Dispite the volume on the stereo
I could hear the engine roaring under the hood
I pressed the gaspedal to the floor
And saw the world floating by in a foggy way

I felt free and the power of control
I hit the brakes
When I stood still
I started to burn some rubber
And slowly getting forward
I let go of the brakes
It was like at kick in the ass
I just went of like a rocket

Again I pressed the gaspedal to the floor
Felt the power of my V8 engine
And listend to the roar

I steard my beautyful Impala away
And left the world in cloud of smoke

I have been blamed

People have failed my trust in them

Some have broken their promises to me

I been left behind

In darkness I have been alone

People have hurt me

I have been beaten hard with fists

Hard words have been said to me

My heart has been broken many times

I have been cheaten on

I have lost people to the reaper

Some say I'm a bitch

Often by people who see what I do but not why I do it

Call me cold

Call me a coward

There is nothing anyone can say that I'm not already heard

I been through more than people can see

My life haven't been easy

But it's not a reason for me to complain

I enjoy the life I have made

If I choose to cut people out of my life

It's my decision and no one can change that

I have become strong becouse of all that I have been trough

I know what strangers friends and family have done to me

And if I don't want to be exposed to it again

No one can blame me

If someone still would blame

They don't know me or what my life has trown in my way

I have beaten many opstacales

I'm still standing

And I refuse to be taken down

I will fight to the end

When I looked in your eyes for the first time

It was like looking in to the deep sea

Wild and full of mystrious things

When I saw you smile at me

It made me so warm

You made my soul glow after all kind words you said

I have never ever met a man like you

You are so divine

When you thouched me for the first time

It felt like my skin was on fire

When you kissed me

I felt fireworks exploding around me

In my soul you have left a mark that I never will erase

My heart have a special place for you

I'm looking in your eyes

And I see the sadness within you

I keep saying how wonderful you are

But you don't accept it

You don't wanna belive that the touch of your hand is so divine

You are kind beautyful and so loveable

I just wanna lift you up so you can see what I'm seeing

I wanna touch your soul just like you have touched mine

In my heart you always will have your own space

No one can take your place

I can see how you so despratly are searching for someone who will accept you

But if you only could turn your head

You will see all the people who loves you so much

You aren't alone

We all stand beside you

No matter what

If you just look down

You will see that I'm standing beside you

Holding your hand

And waiting to be there for you

You are so divine

In your beautyful mind

Feel my hand softly touch your back

Feel my soft lips kissing your neck

Imagine me takeing your face in my hands

Slowly leaning forward

And giveing you a soft kiss

Saying to you

You aren't alone

I stand before beside and with you

I will always fight for your rights

We are one like the big ocean

I will give all that I have

Just to see you smile

I will wipe your tears away when you cry

I will always see to that you won't be hungry

Neither for food or love

We can solve all the problems in the world

If you only let me help you

I won't let you sit alone in the dark and cry

I will catch you if you fall

I won't turn my back on you

Let me and you will understand that life isn't hard

I can hold you all night when you are sick

You won't be left behind

You are beautyful

And so kind

I can see something that others can't

I'm fighting right now to make you see that the love I have is real

I met you and I looked in yours eyes

I saw a love so strong

I almost thought I was dreaming

You talked to me and took my hand

We made sweet love in a secret place

Nobody could ever expect what we where doing

We walked around in secret and loved each ohter so strong

But you was scared

And so was I

No one could know what was going on

We didn't tell anyone

Now you still sneak around waiting for me

I don't want a secret love

The real thing or nothing

You can't have me only when you wan't

Hold me hard or set me free

I was alone in my dreams

It showed me how to become strong

Under some time I builded strenght

A strong will and many ways to keep it up

You walked in my life and tryed to make a mess

Tryed to fuck up everythin around me.

If you not with me

You are agaist me

I see trough the picture you are trying to build up

I can see trough your soul

It's dark cold and so fucked up

If you haven't notice

I have turned my back on you

I stopped listen to what you are saying

I don't care what you do

You will get what you deserve

And even if it isn't something bad

I still wouldn't care

A long time ago you took my hand

You stole the key to my heart

I was suprised how easy I fell in love

Slowly I openend up my life for you

And you didnt leave me

Once again I was suprised

Our love grew strong fast

We stood hand in hand

Fighting against the world for our love

You didn't leave when it became hard

Time past by and we grew apart

We closed the heart of our love

Now we stand in diffrent parts of the world

Trying to live a life without our love

Just one look in your eyes

And I saw the pain

Just one touch on your body

And I felt that you was hurting

I laid my arm around your shoulders

I wisperd in your ear that you are not alone

Explained that I would always stand beside you

No matter what

You came closer and hugged me with the last strenght that you had

My tears rolled down on my cheeks

You looked at me and tock my hand

You said

Please don't ever leave me

You are the one who always can bring me up when I'm down

For a moment I saw the strenght building up in you

We sat quiet and listend to the rain

It was a moment of understanding

Without words

I said again

I will never leave you

We are forever one

We will fight together

Your tears rolled down and you laid your head in my lap

I heard you take a deep breath

And say

I love you

With those words you falled in to the deep sleep

And I kissed your forehead

And wisperd

I will love you until the day I die