I can bet all that I own

That this I have walked in to will come right back and bite me in the ass

I see alll the signs

I have seen them all my life

I have to find out a plan to make this work

Becourse I don't wanna lose

I wan't to struggle for this

My heart mind and body says stop here before it's to late

Hell no

I will try to ride this big wave

If this will be fucked up

It will

Or maybe I win

I will do anything that stands in my power to make it without getting draged down

You can scream hurtful words at me

You can hit me with a hard fist

You can lie to me

You can cheat on me

You can take my heart

But you can't hurt so bad that i can rise again

You can't beat me so hard that I won't heal

There isn't a lie in this world I haven't heard before

It wouldn't be the first time I been cheated on

Take my heart becourse I have the strenght to build a new one

I will always have the power in my soul and no one can take that from me

I may seem like a weak person

But when you think that I have fallen

I rise stronger than before

I have a mean streak in me

I know how to use it and which people I have to use it on

I wouldn't call myself a bad person

But I act to people the way I find is necessery

I follow my instincts to survive

But sometimes I love a challenge

The road I'm driving on now is a big challenge

But I have chosen this road

I wanna try my ability to win

I wan't to know if there's any limits in what I can do

I wanna find out how much I can take before I fall

And if I fall

There's no problem

I will rise again

It's hard to explain but I feel there is nothing that will take me down forever

Apart from the reaper

And him I will follow with a grin on my face

We all know where we going

Heaven or Hell